I had expected that the workshop would work much like a regular writing class where the instructor is very separate from the students and I was surprised to find that this was not the case at all. Wherever I went I was treated as an equal, not just a "teen writer."
It was incredibly refreshing to meet a whole host of young writers who I immediately clicked with. Juniper offered me with a support system for the future to fall back on whenever I need an extra boost of confidence (whether it be in my personal life or with my writing). All in all, I learned a lot about myself as a writer and even more so about myself as a person.
Sometimes I think writers seem far away behind that microphone, unreachable to mere 17-year-olds, but these were people who ate lunch with us, people we had real conversations with. People we could be someday.
Since participating at Juniper, I've found it easier to change my writing and experiment with styles. I don't feel stuck in any certain writing style—now I find it easier to draw inspiration from everything around me, like what I read, what I experience, the people that I meet.
Because writing is such a solitary activity, it's good to spend time living in a community of people who are as passionate about writing as you are. My friends and fellow writers definitely fueled my love of writing. Everyone was so supportive of each other and their enthusiastic energy was palpable.
I was able to sit with people that made me feel whole. Finding a community full of people like you and that share the same interests as you is something that can prove to be difficult. At home when I would tell people I like to write for fun, often times I was met with a dirty look or “How do you write just because?” and things like that made me feel out of place. At Juniper, it was the opposite. People asked me what I write, how I write, and everything you could ever want to know about a writer. I didn’t feel out of place at Juniper, not once.
Words cannot truly express how grateful I am for the opportunity to have been able to attend and immerse myself in doing something I love. Thank you for letting me take root in your garden. Thank you for letting me bloom into something beautiful and a little strange. That’s what makes this garden so beautiful; that us writers are strange in our own wonderful ways.
I wish time travel was a thing because I want to relive my experience at Juniper over and over again. It was such a healthy environment, there was always somewhere to write and let your creativity flow with reckless abandon and I loved every moment of it.
During my time at Juniper, I met the most intelligent and talented people. My “pod” clicked in a way that I've never experienced--within our first few hours together, we were laughing like old friends. We fed off of each other’s unique energies and talents during our workshops and writing sessions, and remain in close contact! I've made new friends from all over the country, and feel that sharing our life and writing experiences with one another has enriched us all as writers and as people.
At Juniper I was challenged to allow myself to be uncomfortable, to experience my insecurities at their fullest and then find my strength through writing. Since Juniper is a community, I was never alone in being challenged and uncomfortable and it was because my fellow writers were also struggling that we were able to push and support each other.
My favorite memory will always be my pod walking back from a reading and then not being able to make it back to the dorms without plopping down and having a writing session.
One of my best memories with my pod was on our last day with our instructor Otto when we were in the midst of an exciting writing prompt and it began to pour. It wasn’t a light drizzle, or even a regular day of rain, it was the kind of rain that comes when the earth has just been sucked dry and left parched. We were in awe of the rain’s amazing ability to crush everything in its path and yet heal it as well. It was the kind of rain my pod needed to experience in all its beauty and strength. We left our pencils and notebooks sprawled across the table, took off our shoes, and dived courageously into shaky waters. We transformed into dancers as we splashed one another, our heads thrown back with laughter, hands clasped together and our eyes closed so we could just feel. That was what Juniper gave us, the ability to dive in head first, crash a couple of times, pick each other up and then dance in the rain.
My passion for writing was reignited during my workshop, and I received clarity on how to move forward as a writer in the modern world, something I had previously felt very lost about. I was also feeling lost about college, and Juniper gave me clarity on that too. From being at UMass, I was able to specify some of the criteria I want in prospective colleges.
Never had I been exposed to kids interested in the same things, leading such different lives in such different places than myself. We were able to engage in meaningful discussions with such different perspectives, ideas, and opinions, and appreciate the work of others.
I loved the readings. They’re like bedtime stories that you can’t fall asleep to but still dream about.
It was outstanding to be in a community of writers. I find that my peers have made me want to write as much as possible, and to not have dull conversations, to really dig deep into myself and others.